I baked some bread today. In itself not unusual and any regular readers are probably already rolling their eyes and thinking ‘tell us something different’. Today was a bit different though. It wasn’t just that we needed bread, it was also that I needed the therapeutic buzz that a couple of hours baking gives me.
Last week I was followed on Instagram by a television company looking to create a new chocolate related baking show. I was quite chuffed, and then even more so when they contacted me directly asking if I’d like to apply to be on the show. I dithered for all of five minutes before responding with a yes and would they please send me an application form. I returned said form yesterday and to be honest thought that would probably be the end of it. I couldn’t have been more wrong, in little more than an hour someone was on the phone thanking me for my application and asking if it was convenient to have a chat for further information about myself and my baking. We talked for quite some time and it was left that if they wanted to progress things further there would be a Skype call later in the day and then I’d have to make a video of myself doing a baking challenge that they would send me. This all had to happen super quick as they were looking to film the show in the first two weeks of November.
The very fact that I’m writing this has pretty much given the game away as to what happened next. I spent the rest of the day not really doing anything other than wondering if the phone was going to ring. Torn between thinking ‘this is madness and I don’t want them to’ and ‘ how exciting will it be if they do’..and of course it didn’t ring.
I was left flattered that they’d called in the first place, frustrated that they didn’t call back and at the end of the day a bit deflated.
So that’s why I was back in the kitchen this morning. Cheering myself up with some bread baking and wondering how long it is until they start taking applications for the next series of Bake Off.


